Most of what I’ve been saying all these years is just me trying to get other people’s permission to see things the way I see them or, to try to negotiate a little room for myself.
But in the end it only reinforces the idea that you have to explain and justify yourself to an endless line of third parties.
So I wonder if I’ve ever said anything just to genuinely share anything with someone, and that isn’t seeking something — in a needy way.
Maybe, but I’m not sure which bits are which.
And cos that has been my main motivation, I think, I don’t really know what/how to write anymore.
'Nother unrelated photo
I realise I haven’t been posting much recently.
There are things sometimes I want to write.
But mainly I just think “What’s the point, who cares”
It seems so unimportant.